Wants

I want to be with my family. I want to serve God. I want to write. I want to be a good person. I want to have friends and be a good friend. I want to help people. I want to belong. I want to mean something to this world, to someone, to anyone. I want to feel like I am not wasting my life every day. If I die tomorrow I want to go to Heaven and I want my life to have mattered. If I die and St. Peter greets me and says what have you done with your life I want to have an answer other than "I wanted things". This is what I want. What am I doing to get any of this? Hmmm..... Good question. Let me get back to you on that. ........ If anyone knows someplace that is hiring let me know. Because I also want to be able to pay my rent. =P Just thought I would blog since I haven't and writing is one of the things I want to do....... Yeah. It might make a difference if more than 3 or 4 people read this, but probably not. Ok then. On with life.